I just finished reading Mike Brown's How I Killed Pluto and Why it had it Coming, and it was a fantastic read. It got me thinking of so many things; scientific progress and history, how the public perceives scientific ideas, becoming entrenched in a way of thinking, distress over change, and how so much of education seems to be storing data in memory rather than learning algorithms (and man for some reason I've really been connecting with my inner computer scientist lately) are just some of the highlights. It's amazing how much depth there is to the trivial or technical classification details of a rock out there past Neptune. There's one more aspect of the book that I loved, Mike Brown's humanity in his love for his wife, his daughter, and the sky, but I think I'll write about that in detail later.
I remember when Pluto was reclassified. Many jokingly consoled forlorn Pluto, kicked out of the planet club by the big boys. After reading the book I find it odd, why did no one talk about Eris (the Kuiper belt object actually larger than Pluto which theoretically could have been the tenth planet)? Why did no one bring up Charon, Pluto's moon which is almost as large as Pluto? Why did no one discuss what exactly it meant to be a planet, and how exciting it was that we were learning more about our solar system in finding so much out there in a whole new asteroid belt out beyond the gas giants, the aforementioned Kuiper belt?
I've groused before on this blog about the dreadful way mathematics is taught, perhaps it's time to get some of that ire up for science as well. One thing the book made clear is that we all learned that the planets are Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, and (as we learned at least) Pluto. Did any of us ever learn what a planet is? I think the 'Pluto controversy' pretty clearly indicates no, we didn't. If we had we would have always found Pluto's planethood a little odd.
Pluto's moon doesn't orbit around it, they orbit around each other. Pluto's orbit is eccentric from the other planets. Pluto is smaller than many planet's moons, including Earth's. To kids and creatives that might make Pluto mysterious and fascinating (it did to Mike Brown as a child), but to scientists and logical thinkers it seems misplaced in the solar system. And indeed it was.
But no one really seemed to feel that way. We all sort of felt bad for Pluto, and some people might have even been upset. I think there's two major components why. The first is, as I alluded to, the way we learn science. The next is our unwillingness to accept change.
Thinking about the Pluto controversy I am brought to worry that we are often taught 'the way things are'. Mike Brown talks about trying to get students out of the mindset of, "Give me the answers I need to know for the test". The unfortunate implication is that something gets them into this mindset in the first place. Standardized testing is a convenient and popular target for modern problems in education, but I'd feel remiss if I didn't mention that of necessity it requires students to memorize and later regurgitate facts, and testing any deeper thought processes is at the very least much more difficult.
I read a NYT article that talked about why teaching the difference between fact and opinion like we currently do in schools is morally perilous, as well as simply fundamentally misguided. It points out interesting ideas, like how teaching children that facts are provable and true causes them to equate truth with provability, even though they're very different things. I think a focus on 'facts' in science class also carries a dogmatic implication for young students. Science is always true because we collected evidence for our ideas. Here's where the distress comes up; Pluto no longer being a planet means facts can change as our understanding does.
And that opens up a whole new can of worms in our minds. It forces introspection and meta-cognition, in which sadly most of us are loath to participate. It creates a crisis of certainty, because after all if Pluto being a planet isn't true what other tidbits we learned might not be true? Doubt is, unfortunately, scary to many. We're unwilling to change our thinking, to update our knowledge, to print retractions or errata for our memories. This is why teachings of humility are so important. They allow us to maintain our sense of self and identity even when we're forced to change our thinking, context, or experience.
A great idea that came together for me when I read The Island of Knowledge is that science must necessarily be the least sure of itself of all human endeavors or reservoirs of understanding. It must be forever willing to except new evidence or observation which proves previous ideas wrong, and moreover perhaps must forever be seeking these out. No less than the well known and liked Neil DeGrasse Tyson recently said in a podcast I listened to that the greatest problem is always dogmatism, because it ends a conversation and makes learning from others difficult or impossible. Let's take this to heart, accept that Pluto should never have been a planet, and rejoice in the fascinating newly unfolding mysteries of that Kuiper belt.
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Monday, June 8, 2015
Are We Ready for Post Scarcity? Part 3
So technology has brought us a new world. The new technologies developed in the 20th and 21st centuries have created a world with changes as drastic as the invention of agriculture over 10 millenia ago. This new world is awe inspiring in its productive capabilities. Like the soviets upon seeing American grocery stores or backyard pools, those of us from the old worlds look in disbelief on the abundance the highly automated modern world offers. Will that disbelief be an awestruck hopeful wonderment, or a horrified cringing at the dystopian nightmare on display?
What becomes of the human being, the individual in the post-scarcity world? While objectively unanswerable, for now, science fiction and current trends can give us an idea. Star Trek provides the most hopeful vision, a humanity that devotes itself to self improvement and growth, bravely venturing out to explore the universe or just starting a small restaurant to share the joy of old family recipes (like Joseph Sisko from DS9). People engage in their passions and become the greatest captains, scientists, or chefs that they can thanks to the freedom from desire and from the struggle for the basic necessities of life. While this optimism is one of the reasons we love Star Trek it doesn't strike us as realistic.
On the other side of the spectrum we see the 'dystopian,' or broken utopia, genre of fiction. The lack of scarcity in information and communication enabled by the internet has made government surveillance and monitoring so easy that the protections for citizens seem to come only from law these days. And that can easily fail, as the victory of the ACLU against ongoing programs of the NSA showed. The NSA's activities have many shouting that, "1984 was not an instruction manual." A conversation from the video game Deus Ex indicates another interesting, and all to realistic, future:
These uncomfortable futures are just fiction, for now, but sadly they seem to strike us as truer to reality. One of the consequences of post-scarcity living is that power can evaporate. It can also become much more concentrated. Abuses by law enforcement that were once prevented by their sheer infeasibility now need laws in place to protect citizens (the supreme court decision on GPS tracking is a good example of this to add to the NSA's recent abuses of power). However when laws are needed the question inevitably arises of who will write them.
The genius of American government is the idea of the powerful individual, that every citizen has strength enough to make their voice resonate in the halls of power. The idea has caught on so strongly that it's easy to forgot how revolutionary and unthinkable this idea would be only 500 or so years ago when monarchs were the norm, and for basically all of human history before that when the strong took what they wanted without regard for whether or not the man they were taking it from cared to give it up.
The same power of technology that can eliminate scarcity could also conceivably eliminate freedom. Corporate influence over lawmakers could barely be necessary if companies like John Deere, Apple, and Comcast continue along their trajectories. Imagine the power the tractor company would hold if they were able to dictate whether or not their machinery were allowed to be repaired or you would just have to buy a new one to continue sowing grain. Consider the power of a company with similar power over electronics and personal computers. All the innovation and creativity in the world doesn't mean a thing if a company controlling the means of distribution for new products and stories can decide to refuse their service.
How can we dilute these powers, without only strengthening centralized government power, and while still providing opportunity and daily bread for the individual? I don't know. I have some ideas, but truly I can't say what I'd really do if I were ruler of the world, or even just the US. What I can say is that no one else really can either. There's a dearth of ideas and solutions floating around out there because we're not addressing the issue.
The idea of a post-scarcity economy and society is so revolutionary that it doesn't sound real. Talking about robotics and computing replacing human beings as the driving force in the economy sounds like science fiction, despite the fact that we continually experience it as reality. The whole issue is so massive and so out there that it's not addressed seriously in politics, and rarely in thoughtful conversation. If this continues we'll find ourselves in a world clinging to obsolete social mores and struggling to make them fit in the modern world. We can't let that happen, so let's think about getting ready for post-scarcity.
What becomes of the human being, the individual in the post-scarcity world? While objectively unanswerable, for now, science fiction and current trends can give us an idea. Star Trek provides the most hopeful vision, a humanity that devotes itself to self improvement and growth, bravely venturing out to explore the universe or just starting a small restaurant to share the joy of old family recipes (like Joseph Sisko from DS9). People engage in their passions and become the greatest captains, scientists, or chefs that they can thanks to the freedom from desire and from the struggle for the basic necessities of life. While this optimism is one of the reasons we love Star Trek it doesn't strike us as realistic.
On the other side of the spectrum we see the 'dystopian,' or broken utopia, genre of fiction. The lack of scarcity in information and communication enabled by the internet has made government surveillance and monitoring so easy that the protections for citizens seem to come only from law these days. And that can easily fail, as the victory of the ACLU against ongoing programs of the NSA showed. The NSA's activities have many shouting that, "1984 was not an instruction manual." A conversation from the video game Deus Ex indicates another interesting, and all to realistic, future:
JC Denton: Some people just don't understand the dangers of indiscriminate surveillance
Morpheus (an AI system who is 'a prototype for a larger system'): The need to observed and understood was once satisfied by God. Now we can implement the same functionality with data-mining algorithms.
JC Denton: Electronic surveillance hardly inspires reverence. Perhaps fear and obedience, but not reverence.Huxley's Brave New World gives us one vision of a post scarcity world that's also terrifying. People are raised from conception to death to fill a certain role, with much of the population raised to lack mental faculty and drive so that they can be contented with menial jobs. Innovation is suppressed if the rulers decide it doesn't support the economy. The population is essentially drugged into compliance and acceptance of the system that promotes nothing but the status quo ad infinitum. At least everyone has a job, though.
These uncomfortable futures are just fiction, for now, but sadly they seem to strike us as truer to reality. One of the consequences of post-scarcity living is that power can evaporate. It can also become much more concentrated. Abuses by law enforcement that were once prevented by their sheer infeasibility now need laws in place to protect citizens (the supreme court decision on GPS tracking is a good example of this to add to the NSA's recent abuses of power). However when laws are needed the question inevitably arises of who will write them.
The genius of American government is the idea of the powerful individual, that every citizen has strength enough to make their voice resonate in the halls of power. The idea has caught on so strongly that it's easy to forgot how revolutionary and unthinkable this idea would be only 500 or so years ago when monarchs were the norm, and for basically all of human history before that when the strong took what they wanted without regard for whether or not the man they were taking it from cared to give it up.
The same power of technology that can eliminate scarcity could also conceivably eliminate freedom. Corporate influence over lawmakers could barely be necessary if companies like John Deere, Apple, and Comcast continue along their trajectories. Imagine the power the tractor company would hold if they were able to dictate whether or not their machinery were allowed to be repaired or you would just have to buy a new one to continue sowing grain. Consider the power of a company with similar power over electronics and personal computers. All the innovation and creativity in the world doesn't mean a thing if a company controlling the means of distribution for new products and stories can decide to refuse their service.
How can we dilute these powers, without only strengthening centralized government power, and while still providing opportunity and daily bread for the individual? I don't know. I have some ideas, but truly I can't say what I'd really do if I were ruler of the world, or even just the US. What I can say is that no one else really can either. There's a dearth of ideas and solutions floating around out there because we're not addressing the issue.
The idea of a post-scarcity economy and society is so revolutionary that it doesn't sound real. Talking about robotics and computing replacing human beings as the driving force in the economy sounds like science fiction, despite the fact that we continually experience it as reality. The whole issue is so massive and so out there that it's not addressed seriously in politics, and rarely in thoughtful conversation. If this continues we'll find ourselves in a world clinging to obsolete social mores and struggling to make them fit in the modern world. We can't let that happen, so let's think about getting ready for post-scarcity.
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Wednesday, March 25, 2015
Are We Ready for Post Scarcity? Part 1
The abundance of the modern day is staggering. Food alone is now requiring few man hours and producing vast amounts of product. In about 25 years the personal computer has gone from a relatively cutting edge office device to a ubiquitous handheld one. The amazing advances in technology will only cascade into more, and these will bring amazing blessings, conveniences, and boons to humankind. These are gifts we should be prepared to freely receive, but like a gift of chocolate that will make us sick if eaten to quickly or heavy book that will require much reading and concentration we need to be receive these with caution and adroitness.
Let's go back to food. One of the interesting points of contention between my brothers, me, and our grandmother is our approach and mentalities surrounding food. Our grandma, growing up in a family that suffered through and being born shortly after the great depression, views food as a precious and scarce resource. She often views food in terms of availability, enjoying buffets and inexpensive diners and being anxious over throwing away uneaten scraps or spoiling produce. My brothers, and even my parents, live in the modern age and see food as abundant. We don't like to waste food, but recognize that when the bread gets moldy it should be thrown out because it only costs a dollar or two (ten minutes of work at minimum wage) to get another loaf. We live devoid of the "clean your plate" ethic so common in past generations.
Thank heavens for that too, as obesity and overeating are a greater health risk to us than malnutrition (though I am skeptical of the magnitude of this risk). It's actually odd to think about health risks arising because nourishment is so easy to obtain. Taking anatomy and physiology I've learned hundreds of ways in which a deficiency of calcium, iodine, glucose, iron, or any other number of dietary intakes cause problems. It's bizarre to think of problems coming about simply because we have so much of those things we need and love that we run out places to put it and spend so much time and energy to keeping it all together.
Food is only the beginning of this, though. Technology is more and more in in the reach of anyone who'd like it. Entertainment and education is more available than ever with the internet. And these are just the commodities being made abundant with modern technology. Go even slightly futuristic and we have productive capabilities exploding via robotics, precious metals or gems having their scarcity destroyed by advanced chemical and materials engineering techniques, and even thought or creativity flooding the market in ways never before seen thanks to better distribution systems, or even AI and other futuristic computing creating new art.
The challenges presented by this can be staggering though. The central one is likely motivation. Survival and status have been the principle motivators of a person in the past. That might have meant being the mightiest hunter in the tribe that's always well fed or the most influential business magnate on wall street who always had some opportunity waiting, but the principles been the same. Many of us have said something like, "I really don't want to go to work today but they won't pay me if I don't so I guess I had better," and we've probably even said that with some frequency. If we reach post scarcity we theoretically won't ever need to get paid, so what will keep us getting out of bed in the morning and off the streets? I'll be investigating this and other ideas of a post-scarcity society and economy in part 2.
Let's go back to food. One of the interesting points of contention between my brothers, me, and our grandmother is our approach and mentalities surrounding food. Our grandma, growing up in a family that suffered through and being born shortly after the great depression, views food as a precious and scarce resource. She often views food in terms of availability, enjoying buffets and inexpensive diners and being anxious over throwing away uneaten scraps or spoiling produce. My brothers, and even my parents, live in the modern age and see food as abundant. We don't like to waste food, but recognize that when the bread gets moldy it should be thrown out because it only costs a dollar or two (ten minutes of work at minimum wage) to get another loaf. We live devoid of the "clean your plate" ethic so common in past generations.
Thank heavens for that too, as obesity and overeating are a greater health risk to us than malnutrition (though I am skeptical of the magnitude of this risk). It's actually odd to think about health risks arising because nourishment is so easy to obtain. Taking anatomy and physiology I've learned hundreds of ways in which a deficiency of calcium, iodine, glucose, iron, or any other number of dietary intakes cause problems. It's bizarre to think of problems coming about simply because we have so much of those things we need and love that we run out places to put it and spend so much time and energy to keeping it all together.
Food is only the beginning of this, though. Technology is more and more in in the reach of anyone who'd like it. Entertainment and education is more available than ever with the internet. And these are just the commodities being made abundant with modern technology. Go even slightly futuristic and we have productive capabilities exploding via robotics, precious metals or gems having their scarcity destroyed by advanced chemical and materials engineering techniques, and even thought or creativity flooding the market in ways never before seen thanks to better distribution systems, or even AI and other futuristic computing creating new art.
The challenges presented by this can be staggering though. The central one is likely motivation. Survival and status have been the principle motivators of a person in the past. That might have meant being the mightiest hunter in the tribe that's always well fed or the most influential business magnate on wall street who always had some opportunity waiting, but the principles been the same. Many of us have said something like, "I really don't want to go to work today but they won't pay me if I don't so I guess I had better," and we've probably even said that with some frequency. If we reach post scarcity we theoretically won't ever need to get paid, so what will keep us getting out of bed in the morning and off the streets? I'll be investigating this and other ideas of a post-scarcity society and economy in part 2.
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Saturday, December 27, 2014
Thirty Years
Yesterday was my thirtieth birthday. As I leave my thirtieth year of life and enter my thirty-first I reflect on the passed year. Year thirty feels as if I've been a plane that's waited at the gate, taxied up the runway, and taken off for a new destination. Here's the highlights:
- Working at inthinc : I continued my job at inthinc technology solutions for the first part of the year. This time taught me once again the importance of good management. Our last manager was very skilled at keeping the support team of which I was a part happy and feeling valued within the company. During the first part of the year we had no manager and a number of internal conflicts arose within the team as well as numerous difficulties arising from a lack of effective interfacing with the rest of the company. Our new manager, when hired, eventually turned out to make promises like a politician, fail to inform us about and connect us effectively with the rest of the company, and make the talent feel undervalued. I was the third person to leave the team as the burden on our team increased and feelings of valuation decreased. After leaving the company I continued to hear of hardships and found the company was losing money and talent at an alarming rate, though it seems to have stabilized at this point. I have a number of good friends from my time there, but am happy to have gone.
- Returning to University : Leaving inthinc prompted an overall career change. I had noticed that the career trajectory in technical support would take significant time to advance and might not lead to a place I really wanted to be. Looking at what field might be related to my previous scholastic experience in physics I found that radiology is something that would probably take about as much time to train in as it would to advance in my current work, had similar job demands at higher pay, and ultimately would be more fulfilling and interesting. I enrolled at Weber State University and started attending classes. I was reminded how much I appreciated the university atmosphere and learning new material.
- Entering Medicine : Preparing to enter the field of radiography I've been learning about the medical field generally as well. I trained as a phlebotomist and am making arrangements to test for my limited x-ray machine operator's license. I have been fascinated by the challenges and nature of the medical field. There's an intriguing intimacy to healthcare that makes me feel a great deal of responsibility toward patients. I never thought that biochemistry would hold any interest for me but after studying it (in part at least) for a semester I've completely turned the corner and am engaged by protein structures and metabolic pathways. There's clearly a lot to learn and do in this field and I'm eager to continue exploring it in year thirty one of life and beyond.
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Monday, December 31, 2012
Ring Out Wild Bells!
Tennyson wrote a great little new year's poem titled Ring Out, Wild Bells. It's a great celebration of the New Year, though it originally seems to have been written as an elegy, and is recited yearly in Sweden for over ten years. It's been put to music and I for one enjoy the tune. I can't get to a new year without thinking of Ring Out, Wild bells, and I'm perfectly fine with that.
I feel like the poem creates a certain sense of spaciousness. Calls "across the snow" to the "wild sky" with bells ringing out brings to our minds visions of vast expanses laid before us. This is a nice feeling to have toward the new year. Thinking of the next 365 days as full of promise and possibility, ready for us to go forth and conquer them.
There's also a sense of release. We're told the year is dying, and to let him die. The bells are called forth to ring away sorrows, vices, and strifes. I can't quite place when it started, but I've been thinking a lot about the idea of impermanence, the acceptance that things don't last forever. I think many of us would increase our happiness is we learned to be more comfortable with the idea that nothing lasts forever. We could also really help to strengthen the values and character in our society, understanding that many things are not innate, not just normal, and if we want something to endure we need to take steps to preserve it.
Leaving behind the lesser parts of ourselves and pushing forth toward a tomorrow with a better us in it. Tennyson's poem inspires to that. My greatest hope most of the time around the new year is that we maintain our desire to better ourselves and the world around us for than the month or two surrounding the celebration, but even if only for a week a two may this great poem inspire you to
I feel like the poem creates a certain sense of spaciousness. Calls "across the snow" to the "wild sky" with bells ringing out brings to our minds visions of vast expanses laid before us. This is a nice feeling to have toward the new year. Thinking of the next 365 days as full of promise and possibility, ready for us to go forth and conquer them.
There's also a sense of release. We're told the year is dying, and to let him die. The bells are called forth to ring away sorrows, vices, and strifes. I can't quite place when it started, but I've been thinking a lot about the idea of impermanence, the acceptance that things don't last forever. I think many of us would increase our happiness is we learned to be more comfortable with the idea that nothing lasts forever. We could also really help to strengthen the values and character in our society, understanding that many things are not innate, not just normal, and if we want something to endure we need to take steps to preserve it.
Leaving behind the lesser parts of ourselves and pushing forth toward a tomorrow with a better us in it. Tennyson's poem inspires to that. My greatest hope most of the time around the new year is that we maintain our desire to better ourselves and the world around us for than the month or two surrounding the celebration, but even if only for a week a two may this great poem inspire you to
Happy New Year, everyone!
Ring out a slowly dying cause, And ancient forms of party strife; Ring in the nobler modes of life, With sweeter manners, purer laws.
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Friday, June 29, 2012
Have I learned how to be happy at a job?
This question occurred to me earlier and I've been wondering ever since. There's a whole bunch of people moving to a different jobs where I'm working and I've been browsing other jobs as well. It's possible this is perfectly reasonable and the place I work now is just a horrid place to work, but I've come upon another possibility: I haven't learned how to settle in and enjoy a workplace.
It's not that hard to believe. I haven't had a really long term job since high school. I've popped in and out of on campus work and temporary summer positions. And for most of the last year I've worked hard continually looking for a full time job, so I'm already in the habit of searching out opportunities. Even in all those years of schooling much of the experience was putting in the time at one class and then excitedly looking at the course catalog to see on to which class I would move. All in all, it does seem that I lack any recent life experience in finding a way to say, "I like where I am now, no hurry in finding something else."
Of course there's nothing wrong with a little ambition and trying to improve one's position in life. It's actually a great virtue, trying to better oneself. I worry that I may be being all to quick to give up a good thing, though. I live very close to where I work and would almost certainly have to give up the short 20 minute walk to work in favor of either buying a car or finding public transportation options. Both of these possibilities are more costly and neither provides the modicum of exercise that I enjoy with walking.
Putting aside these practical considerations, though, I have a greater unease that I'm finding gratitude and satisfaction difficult. Which I shouldn't because I have much for which to be grateful, even in the narrow field of my career. My job went through quickly, allowing me to set myself up in Salt Lake near my beloved. I think I should make more, but then again when is that ever not true and I make enough to live quite confortably and make good progress paying off my debts. I'm providing a service that does help people and hopefully makes others' days just a little better. I get to talk to people from all around the world. While there's plenty to complain about, there's also plenty to appreciate.
It's interesting to consider how we learn to be happy with a job, and moreso how we do so without becoming complacent or stagnant with our position. I look back and I see a life spent working hard to get to the next level and move on to the next thing, and while in many ways I plan to continue doing this, I also want to make sure I can simply enjoy the situation I'm in as long as it's not one in desperate need of change.
It's not that hard to believe. I haven't had a really long term job since high school. I've popped in and out of on campus work and temporary summer positions. And for most of the last year I've worked hard continually looking for a full time job, so I'm already in the habit of searching out opportunities. Even in all those years of schooling much of the experience was putting in the time at one class and then excitedly looking at the course catalog to see on to which class I would move. All in all, it does seem that I lack any recent life experience in finding a way to say, "I like where I am now, no hurry in finding something else."
Of course there's nothing wrong with a little ambition and trying to improve one's position in life. It's actually a great virtue, trying to better oneself. I worry that I may be being all to quick to give up a good thing, though. I live very close to where I work and would almost certainly have to give up the short 20 minute walk to work in favor of either buying a car or finding public transportation options. Both of these possibilities are more costly and neither provides the modicum of exercise that I enjoy with walking.
Putting aside these practical considerations, though, I have a greater unease that I'm finding gratitude and satisfaction difficult. Which I shouldn't because I have much for which to be grateful, even in the narrow field of my career. My job went through quickly, allowing me to set myself up in Salt Lake near my beloved. I think I should make more, but then again when is that ever not true and I make enough to live quite confortably and make good progress paying off my debts. I'm providing a service that does help people and hopefully makes others' days just a little better. I get to talk to people from all around the world. While there's plenty to complain about, there's also plenty to appreciate.
It's interesting to consider how we learn to be happy with a job, and moreso how we do so without becoming complacent or stagnant with our position. I look back and I see a life spent working hard to get to the next level and move on to the next thing, and while in many ways I plan to continue doing this, I also want to make sure I can simply enjoy the situation I'm in as long as it's not one in desperate need of change.
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Thursday, January 14, 2010
The Journey of a Thousand Miles...
...begins with a single step, as the proverb goes. This is true, but it's the time of year where you may be noticing something else. Two weeks ago you may have resolved to do something important over the course of this year. It may have been something big, a journey of a thousand miles per se. Hopefully you took the first step toward that around the same time, but now is the time when something starts to break your stride. That step taken oh so enthusiastically two weeks is taken less frequently. Maybe it's been replaced with something else. Maybe you just don't feel like you have the energy to keep taking it over and over anymore, but that's my point here. OK, metaphor aside I'll state my point clearly. Great things come from small and simple ones, but it's by a continual repetition of them.
Taking the perennial example of New Years resolutions, losing weight, we'll clearly get the picture. My mom talks about the "fake exercisers" at the beginning of each year. Those people who invade her Gym every January. She has nothing against people exercising, rather she's annoyed knowing her spot in the kickboxing class she loyally attends will be taken by someone who'll disappear after six weeks (to be generous). Their thousand mile journey is certainly a worth taking, but they don't actually take it. They take the first step, sure, but quit after a few hundred.
Since I am a mathematician, let's look at how many steps are in a thousand miles. 1,000 miles is 1,609 km. I am a tall guy with long legs and feel OK saying my stride is probably around one meter. Thus I would have to take one million six hundred and nine thousand steps. Realizing this it seems staggering, impossible. That first step is essentially meaningless. However, if I am diligent in taking steps, if I take one step every five seconds, let's say. I can walk almost four journeys of thousand miles over one year. Taking one step every fifteen seconds I can still walk a thousand miles over the course of a year and have a little bit of time left over to, I don't know, eat and sleep.
In summary, to reach a goal-to journey a thousand miles-one must be persistent. Consistency is far more important than enthusiasm. While the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step, it's only finished by the willingness and discipline to keep taking steps.
Taking the perennial example of New Years resolutions, losing weight, we'll clearly get the picture. My mom talks about the "fake exercisers" at the beginning of each year. Those people who invade her Gym every January. She has nothing against people exercising, rather she's annoyed knowing her spot in the kickboxing class she loyally attends will be taken by someone who'll disappear after six weeks (to be generous). Their thousand mile journey is certainly a worth taking, but they don't actually take it. They take the first step, sure, but quit after a few hundred.
Since I am a mathematician, let's look at how many steps are in a thousand miles. 1,000 miles is 1,609 km. I am a tall guy with long legs and feel OK saying my stride is probably around one meter. Thus I would have to take one million six hundred and nine thousand steps. Realizing this it seems staggering, impossible. That first step is essentially meaningless. However, if I am diligent in taking steps, if I take one step every five seconds, let's say. I can walk almost four journeys of thousand miles over one year. Taking one step every fifteen seconds I can still walk a thousand miles over the course of a year and have a little bit of time left over to, I don't know, eat and sleep.
In summary, to reach a goal-to journey a thousand miles-one must be persistent. Consistency is far more important than enthusiasm. While the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step, it's only finished by the willingness and discipline to keep taking steps.
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
What I learned from MMORPGs
Not much, since I don' actually play them. I do play video games when I find one I like enough to pull the time and money away from me. I had a thought recently about video game mentalities and paradigms and a major difference between the MMORPG and the kind I've played. The games I've played, mostly shooters and real time strategy, are level by level, outcome oriented games. You start a mission, play through it, and then start another one until you're done with the game. MMORPGs on the other hand only loosely follow this paradigm. Much more important, as I understand, is the in game character you make. You play the game not so much to finish a level and beat the game but to "level up" your character. Curiously, I think this is a great analogy for life and a good paradigm to live by, even if it's not the type of game I've been playing.
My types of games our outwardly oriented. Your focus is on manipulating the world around you: shooting the bad guys, destroying the enemy nuclear facility, stopping the end of the world. While these make for stories and situations I enjoy, it's not a good way to live your life. A wise word of advice is that you should not set goals for yourself based on other's agency (free will). We should be more concerned with carrying out good actions rather than the outcome of our actions. In an MMORPG is a quest is too hard and you can't get it to work out, you can abondanon it and look for other ways to gain experience. So in life we need to understand that if something isn't working out the way we want it to we can look to other things for fulfillment and joy. It is O.K. when things don't work out the way we'd hope.
"Leveling up" is something we could all stand to take a lesson from, too. Returning again to the concept of a PGF and it's derivative we should all be striving for the next level in our own personal growth. Realizing that there's always a higher level that comes with it's own rewards, or developing skills, abilities, and powers are what keep the MMORPG player playing. Likewise, developing our skills, abilities, and knowledge should keep all of us living.
My types of games our outwardly oriented. Your focus is on manipulating the world around you: shooting the bad guys, destroying the enemy nuclear facility, stopping the end of the world. While these make for stories and situations I enjoy, it's not a good way to live your life. A wise word of advice is that you should not set goals for yourself based on other's agency (free will). We should be more concerned with carrying out good actions rather than the outcome of our actions. In an MMORPG is a quest is too hard and you can't get it to work out, you can abondanon it and look for other ways to gain experience. So in life we need to understand that if something isn't working out the way we want it to we can look to other things for fulfillment and joy. It is O.K. when things don't work out the way we'd hope.
"Leveling up" is something we could all stand to take a lesson from, too. Returning again to the concept of a PGF and it's derivative we should all be striving for the next level in our own personal growth. Realizing that there's always a higher level that comes with it's own rewards, or developing skills, abilities, and powers are what keep the MMORPG player playing. Likewise, developing our skills, abilities, and knowledge should keep all of us living.
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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Not excusable, but understandable
I have been thinking since for a little bit now on the title of this post. I suppose I should say that my thoughts about it might just barely crystallize here as I write them, or maybe not. It's an interesting thing to think about, and has meaning and importance, and it's about time for the monthly post here on my blog so here goes.
I think my idea here is what drives reformation. What drives one to become better? To leave bad habits and grow to be better. This is similar to my previous post on the idea of a PGF. My question here though focuses more on bad habits, or vices. I've been struggling with some of my own lately. Perhaps it may be better to say that a particular struggle has been highlighted recently, as I hope to be continually struggling with my vices and weakness always. Getting to the point, I see the poor decisions I make and I decide that they're not excusable, but sometimes understandable.
This means I seek to understand what drives me to do what my better judgment tells me not to. I look for the conditions and the reasons behind bad decisions, internal and external. I usually find them. I usually find a good explanation for why I don't do what I think I should. Knowing this empowers me to be better, to avoid those pitfalls in the future, and to build situations around and within me that will propel me to good rather than away from it.
Knowing what caused my iniquities, though, doesn't mean that they don't exist. It doesn't mean, to use my hated phrase, "I'm a good person." On the other hand, weeping and feeling sorrow for what I've done wrong won't help either. I can't live in the past, wishing I hadn't done what I've done. I can only accept my previous faults, and strive to make sure they do not become present faults.
I think my idea here is what drives reformation. What drives one to become better? To leave bad habits and grow to be better. This is similar to my previous post on the idea of a PGF. My question here though focuses more on bad habits, or vices. I've been struggling with some of my own lately. Perhaps it may be better to say that a particular struggle has been highlighted recently, as I hope to be continually struggling with my vices and weakness always. Getting to the point, I see the poor decisions I make and I decide that they're not excusable, but sometimes understandable.
This means I seek to understand what drives me to do what my better judgment tells me not to. I look for the conditions and the reasons behind bad decisions, internal and external. I usually find them. I usually find a good explanation for why I don't do what I think I should. Knowing this empowers me to be better, to avoid those pitfalls in the future, and to build situations around and within me that will propel me to good rather than away from it.
Knowing what caused my iniquities, though, doesn't mean that they don't exist. It doesn't mean, to use my hated phrase, "I'm a good person." On the other hand, weeping and feeling sorrow for what I've done wrong won't help either. I can't live in the past, wishing I hadn't done what I've done. I can only accept my previous faults, and strive to make sure they do not become present faults.
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Friday, November 7, 2008
What's the derivative of your PGF?
"They're a good person." This phrase drives me insane. Have you ever heard it used to actually describe someone that does good? Maybe, but much more often it's used to justify a lack of good, to overlook someone's vices. How often do you hear something like, "He may cheat on his girlfriends once in a while, but he's a good person." or "She may stew in envy and bitterness toward her sister, but she's a good person." I propose that this phrase is a deeply flawed and destructive one.
I think the inherent drawback of this phrase is that it is binary. What one is really trying to say, generally, is that so-and-so is not a bad person. The underlying assumption is that people are either good or bad. It's the reinforcement of this idea that may be the most destructive part of this phrase. Good and bad are like and hot and cold. Water may be cold, but not cold enough to drink. Water may be hot, but not hot enough to shower in. We need to stop thinking of this, and many things, as having a dividing line, but rather as a spectrum. Goodness is closeness to perfection, while badness is farther away, or closer to pure wickedness and evil.
All that said, let's cast this in some of the precise terms that I really understand. Let's say that good and evil are like a number line, there's infinity on one side (infinite goodness) and infinity on the other (infinite evil). The number picked on this line defines how good a person you are. Don't take this opportunity to say that anyone with a goodness value below x (typically zero-using negative values to denote evil and positive values to denote goodness), because this is arbitrary. More importantly, let's say that someone's goodness value is defined at any point in time by some function, which I'd like to call one's personal goodness function-or PGF. I think that likely the most important aspect of a person is not the instantaneous value of the PGF, but rather the derivative (or rate of change for you non-mathematicians out there). One who is improving by leaps and bounds, growing, learning to do good and ceasing to do evil I declare is much more worthy of praise than one who may do a great deal of good but is slowly letting wickedness, darkness, hatred, and whatever else you wish to use to describe evil fester in his/her heart and turn him/her into a force for darkness.
The derivative of the PGF also tells us with what zeal one is improving oneself. If someone is slowly growing and becoming better, good for them. If one has such a commitment to overcoming vices and developing virtues that every second seems to teach them how better to perfect themselves, so much the better.
It is by being content with ourselves that we fall into bad habits. It is by letting little flaws live peacefully within us that we learn to ignore the good things we could be doing. Only be commitment to improving, perfecting ourselves can we learn to do all that we need to for the world's problems of greed, hatred, lust, and pride to be overcome. One way we can do this is to constantly ask yourself, "What's the derivative of your PGF?"
I think the inherent drawback of this phrase is that it is binary. What one is really trying to say, generally, is that so-and-so is not a bad person. The underlying assumption is that people are either good or bad. It's the reinforcement of this idea that may be the most destructive part of this phrase. Good and bad are like and hot and cold. Water may be cold, but not cold enough to drink. Water may be hot, but not hot enough to shower in. We need to stop thinking of this, and many things, as having a dividing line, but rather as a spectrum. Goodness is closeness to perfection, while badness is farther away, or closer to pure wickedness and evil.
All that said, let's cast this in some of the precise terms that I really understand. Let's say that good and evil are like a number line, there's infinity on one side (infinite goodness) and infinity on the other (infinite evil). The number picked on this line defines how good a person you are. Don't take this opportunity to say that anyone with a goodness value below x (typically zero-using negative values to denote evil and positive values to denote goodness), because this is arbitrary. More importantly, let's say that someone's goodness value is defined at any point in time by some function, which I'd like to call one's personal goodness function-or PGF. I think that likely the most important aspect of a person is not the instantaneous value of the PGF, but rather the derivative (or rate of change for you non-mathematicians out there). One who is improving by leaps and bounds, growing, learning to do good and ceasing to do evil I declare is much more worthy of praise than one who may do a great deal of good but is slowly letting wickedness, darkness, hatred, and whatever else you wish to use to describe evil fester in his/her heart and turn him/her into a force for darkness.
The derivative of the PGF also tells us with what zeal one is improving oneself. If someone is slowly growing and becoming better, good for them. If one has such a commitment to overcoming vices and developing virtues that every second seems to teach them how better to perfect themselves, so much the better.
It is by being content with ourselves that we fall into bad habits. It is by letting little flaws live peacefully within us that we learn to ignore the good things we could be doing. Only be commitment to improving, perfecting ourselves can we learn to do all that we need to for the world's problems of greed, hatred, lust, and pride to be overcome. One way we can do this is to constantly ask yourself, "What's the derivative of your PGF?"
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